For Me Myself Pauline Only

I enjoy my college life but somehow or other, i'm quite lost now. After been lazy for six months, i still continue to be the same. Maybe i'd enjoyed too much of the college life. Always thinking of going out to somewhere fun, attend any interesting programme or rather just chit chat endlessly. Assignments and reports are flying towards me, attacking me, stealing my time and making me stress. 7 subjects are getting harder and more confusing. I have the feeling that i'm getting numb, noob and boron in the class when i get so lost. My mind is getting more and more uncontrollable. I can't concentrate when the lecturer is teaching, using my mind to think useless things.


I asked myself yesterday. Where am i now, what am i doing now. Surprisingly, i was blank. My life is like illusion. I'm like living on other's life. I'm like watching a movie where i'm the main actor inside. It's scary. So i need to make clear of myself now.

Bear in mind, I'm Pauline. I'm now studying in INTI-UC. My coursemates are all from great education background. I need to work harder to catch up with them. I need to be hardworking and concentrate on my works. I need to be more socialable and make more friends. I need to take care of myself. I need to be independent. I need to learn to make decision correctly and precisely. I need to be strong. I need to be confident. I cannot let my family worry about me.

Clear Pauline? Get moving.