Bad Bad Bad

Wooooo~Hooooooooooo!

Yeah, it finished and i did badly.. it's true. i kept stammering and coughing gok.. *==!* grrrr.. it's over anyway!


First i thought i would be the only one from kuching high but when i arrived there at about 7.30am i saw lots of highians. the first one i saw is shu yi. i not sure if i'm late but i saw shu yi already ready to enter the "boarding area" where parents were not allowed to go in and we could not go out as well. shu yi and olin were the group one, earliest group. then met jia ling, dorothy, charlene, valerie, terrence and ming hui. dad was accompanying me and jia ling's mum too. we sat together and the parents chatted. then shu yi them came out, and got some info from her, she was having about canning issue and it was ready for the group 2 too.

i was in group 2, with jia ling in the same panel 2 while terrence, ming hui and charlene in panel 1. we were led by the secretary to the lift, going to level 1, walked to a room, found a seat and sat down. we sat according to panel. there was 3 girls and 2 boys in my panel. all of us are chinese except one boy. i was number 4. so no.1 is a bumiputera boy from bintulu but studied in smk sains(mechanical engineering), no.2 is a girl from lodge(civil engineering & specialise in environment), no.3 is a boy from batu lintang(biotechnology) and no.5 is jia ling(science). another secretary came in and taught us how to arrange the our photostated certs and ic. she also asked about who was now studying a-level or foundation in private university or college. after arranging all our certs, she collected all the files and sent them next room. while waiting for calling, we just chatted a little. then after the previous group had finished, yeah it's finally our turn.

the no.1 go into the room then followed by one another. 3 interviewers inside the room, normal discussion room and not so big. 2 females and 1 male. one indian female who looks fierce, one malay female who always smiles at us and one malay male who is nothing for me to comment. *haha* then the malay female who sat on the middle called out my name *shocked and wonder why she called me first* then i raised up my hand and she said,"oh, poh ling no.4. okay." she then continued by confirming all our name and our number.

the first session was introducing ourselve, all of us did in english. the interviewers asked some question when they had some doubts on your introduction.

the second session was giving out points on a topic. my topic was "Sport in Malaysia is not so well recognised. What's your opinion in boosting our country's sport sector?" we need to answer in english the no.3 guy raised up his hand and answered first then the malay female interviewer instructed no.1 then me. don't ask me how i answered it cause i was really blank and blur when giving my answer. of course, i stammered a lot and i bet i was the only person in my group who pause so long. when i pause, the room was totally in silence, all eyes waiting for me to continue. goosh that's how i screwed up.

the same session, but this time we needed to answer in bm. actually they wanted us to do group discussion but due to the time, they just asked us to give out our opinion ourself. the malay male asked the question, "Sektor Pertanian di negara kita jarang disukai oleh generasi muda, apakah langkah anda untuk mengatasinya?" i'm even worst in this session. i was the last one to answer. gooooooooosh again. my points were already used by them. when it's my turn, i told the interviewers that i was going to conclude all the points giving out. guess what, the indian female interviewer laughed at me and said,"ini yang paling mudah ho, rumus saja semua pendapat, tak perlu fikir senang sekali." *execute me* so i repeated some points which were already used and bla bla something.

then the last session, FAQ. i planned to ask when can we know our scholarship results but..... again... grrrr the no.1 boy asked it.. *= =* then the no.3 boy asked something too. we 3 girls din't ask anything. after all, we were free to leave. we all din't give the interviewers a handshake although my dad asked me to do it. i back at about 11 something.


overall i really did badly la.. could not answer spontaneously, er-er-er like that macam mana boleh dapat. ={ and i was shivering inside the interview room, jia ling saw it and i think the interviewers also. baaaad impression. ahhhhhhhh
*thanks my dad for waiting me at the lobby until i ended my interview. kamsiah~
*din't take a photo on me with baju kurung as no one had the mood. LOL

another countdown..
14 days (322 hours : 53 minutes : 07 seconds)