Alone By Myself

I am feeling the loneliness.. It's haunting me.. Mum started to work today.. I'll be alone with aunt and grandma at home.. I'm at upstairs and have no one to talk to.. pathetic.. I want to continue my study as soon as possible but none want me.. checked ipta yesterday night. they rejected me too.. everything deals with government are none of the chinese's business.. they are all for malays.. we chinese or non-bumiputera are not important for them. they so hope we can faster extinct from malaysia.. can't blame anyone but me as borned in this country.. 9 days to matriculation, leave no hope..