Blow up.

Lost my temper.

Broke down.

I'm forcing myself too hard..

I'm too tensed..

My head is gonna blew up.

Chill, pauline...

CHILL!!!!

I'm too depressed. I made myself to be like this. Myself to blame. I've been staying indoor for too long.. Going out for fresh air isn't work for me either... I feel like buying an air ticket and fly to far far enough.. I wanna scream, scream my heart out. I wanna burst into tears, right above the peak of hill. I don't wanna sleep but wait for the sunrise. I wanna see the upper edge of the sun appears above the horizon in the east. I want a NEW day for me everyday.


What a moron am I.. Stupid. Hell. I hate myself for being like this. I wish to lock this post, don't wanna bother anyone to spend time reading it. Out. Quit reading. I'm just expressing my current feeling here. Nothing happen. I'm fine after all.

Worrying something that won't be happened on me. SILLY.

You aren't the best, thus you can't do to the best....
it's for me.