I'm not a devil

I like rainy day....

But i don't like to be alone during rainy day.....

The thunderstorm was so evil.....

For me it was meant to punish devils.......

Did I do something wrong?

No?

But why did the thunderstorm scare me?........

I cook I eat I wash I sleep

I cook. Yea, i cooked my lunch for this two days. *wink* I began to like cooking. Emm, cooking is not that hard but for me, cutting or chopping is even harder. Maybe i'm still not familiar with the knife. LOL! and i don't know how to control the strength needed to cut the vegetables and meats. Today i'd put too much salt on the cabbage. haha! salty salty but nevermind i "neutralised" it with white rice. XDD

I eat. I din't have my breakfast, but i have my own lunch~ Simple lunch as i'm the only one who is eating. lol sound bit pathetic.

I wash. Of cause of cause. Nobody is at home so i must wash the dishes myself. Not a hard task to complete though!

I sleep. Yeah! time to relax and rest my mind. I'm lazy to online, watch tv and read those books. So let my eyes close with hitz fm playing is a great choice. hohoho!



Whatsoever, overall i think i can live independently. =)

I'm contented

I love last weekends.

We were so chok together.

We ate, we played, we talked, we took photos and we shouted.

I wish everyday is weekend so i wish i can always with you all~!





Just a simple post saying that i'm contented to have friends like you all.
=D

随兴 随你高兴

是该说点什么的。。。。。。


但干嘛我打不出来。。。。





是该快乐了。。。。。。。


但干嘛我闷闷不乐。。。。。





是该感恩的。。。。。。。。。


但干嘛我不削对他们。。。。。。。。













自以为是个乐天派

每天还不是想东想西





有股冲动想飞奔


逃离吗？



不是

应该是






浪。迹。天。涯。

Thank you

7th of May, i got to know that it was tomorrow 3pm.

8th of May, 2.45pm, just knew that it'd postponed to 5pm! Never mind, i can wait..

4.45pm, i opened 3 tabs of esila website. LOL

5.00pm, i kept on refreshing the pages and as expected, page error and page error..

6.50pm, "wth is going on, it'd been late for 2 hours!" i expressed this on recom..

8.15pm, gave up and just had my dinner by this time..

9.30pm, opened the page again and nothing still... gave up again and went to watch a movie.

11.35pm, eehui messaged me and said it's ready to be checked now.. closed my half-way-watching movie and opened the firefox.

11.38pm, typed in my ic and sent. a page of words, didn't know where am i suppose to begin reading. saw my name, my chosen course, tiada, tiada and one berjaya. "u got it!" my bro shouted behind me. "huh" i was still blurring.. "is it real?!" after blurring and clear a bit.. "wait i called dad now!" "pa!" bro went to the staircase and shouted. "ah ling tiok jpa ah" "ha! shi meh?! jin heng le!" my dad rushed upstair and woke up my mum.. my bro read the letter word by word then with my 'shivering' hand, i moved the mouse and click terima. "真的吗, 真的吗, 真的吗" i kept on repeating these 3 words in mind as ah xon told me that last year his friend checked kena and the next day checked again it became tak kena.. so i closed the page, went to the esila and type in my ic once again and luckily it's still the same letter.. i was messaging with eehui that time, didn't know whether wanna say berjaya or not... as was really not confirm that time........

9th of May, 2.00am, i'm still awake...

3.15am, finally i'd got into my dream world...

9.20am, went and checked again, thank god..........

9.30am, replied ying and xon's messages... For my zhiying aka YING, i'm really touched by your message. promise me, forever and ever, don't never forget me! i wanna forever be your chok bf. ;-)




I'm grateful. So grateful. Thank you 观音娘娘, Thank you 姚家祖先, Thank you 老天爷, Thank you whoever pray for me, Thank you whoever congrates me! I really appreciate it so much...



For my dear aka hsbb aka MICHELE CHAI WAN SIAN, have faith for both of us =) different location, hearts remain connected. don't only tell me must eat my every meals ah, u also. drink water! and don't try to keep fit and skip ur meals. i still suka chubby chubby de u! HAHA



For my supporter aka XON, u always give me many useful advises and... u really care about me. hahahaha at least for me, i feel so. LOL and don't forget u will be my personal tour guild!



For PAMAMILI, hope that u guys wont get a person to replace PA yea! =D



And for my FRIENDS, u are all my backbone. sorry that i can't manage to get into form6 and have few months time with u all. but remember, always hang out when got time! =p







What am i writting?! sound like im leaving tomorrow. LOL mainly i just wanna express my gratitude for all my important friends. Good Luck to u all!!

Finally I'd been accepted

Checked my status right after 12am. Accepted by st.thomas for form6. Oh yeah, i must be accepted. If no, i can really quit studying. Read through some posts about form6, i began to have a little faith for it. PA, MUET and further maths, these are all new for me.. the science subjects too, challenging. even the chemistry is divided into three parts.. gosh. form 6 will have no text books (i just know it now).. still lot of informations about form6 which are waiting me to discover..

Whatever, whatever. 11 May, i'll be going to register myself with the school uniform. (gosh, wearing form5 or form6's uniform?? = =)

Tagged by Dai Wo Zhou & Jen

01 Who was your last text from ?
> jen

02 Where was your default picture taken?
> no default picture

03 Your relationship status?
> single

04 Have you ever lost a close friend?
> yea

05 What is your current mood?
> "emmm"

06 How many siblings do you have?
> two brothers

07 Whats your brother(s) or sister(s) name?
> ray and des

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
> taiwan (ya, i rmb!)

09 Have a crazy side?
> of cause

10 Ever had a near death experience?
> hopefully no

11 Something you do a lot
> sleeping

12 Angry at anyone
> ya, strangers

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
> who is so proud and has no time for me

14 When was the last time you cried?
> four weeks ago

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
> ya, cause i love you ALL

16 What you think about when you are feeling asleep?
> starting to imagine things then fall asleep

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
> my dad's friend, cause i was answering the phone

18 What is your favourite song?
> real man from jolin (for now)

19 What are you doing right now
> answering these questions

20 Who do you trust right now
> myself and god

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
> from my wardrobe

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
> nope

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
> kah san

24 Describe your life in a word.
> unpredictable

25 Who are you thinking of right now?
> itu dai wo zhou

26 What should you be doing right now?
> sleeping

27 What are you listening to?
> insects' talking?

28 Who was the last person you gave a hug?
> not so remember, but if through dai wo zhou, it's her bah

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
> mum

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
> ya

31 What is your natural hair colour?
> black, but not so black

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
> itu xiao mei mei

33 Who was the last person that made you sad?
> not remember

34 What do you hear
> everything that catch my attention

35 Is your hair curly or straight
> straight, but not so straight

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" face?
> no le

37 Do you have a best friend?
> en yea

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
> no no

39 Do you use smiley face on your computer?
> =) ya

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
> tak pernah

41 Are you happy with your life now?
> no, everything is uncertain

42 Are you currently jealous?
> yea

43 What jewellery are you wearing?
> necklace

44 What are you doing on Friday night?
> emm.. uncertain

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
> not broken i think, but got scars

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> no, i don't have the "ability" yet and i'm a nice person =)

47 Is there anyone you're really disappointed right now?
> yep, i care no more

48 What was the last reason you went for the doctor for?
> not remember lu, seldom see doctor

49 How late did you stayed up last night and why?
> 11pm plus, consider early already cause back from kl and ate so full

50 Have you dated someone longer than a year?
> nop

I welcome all tags, but i'm lazy to tag people. hehe

*lazy to change colour cause directly copy from dai wo zhou xiao mei mei.